6 more days ter xams!!Arghh...
Friday, September 29, 2006 | 6:24 PM | 0 comments
wow... sho long dan update blog worhs..whole day study study study derhs fer dese few weeks...busy dao siiao..sho tired too..sum tym study till midnites..wow..pon on tues:)cus in sch nebba learn a single tingg as well stay ad home ritez.. hahas..actually my uncle ad home i oso dun wan ter b ad home cus he suxx..he bastard..idiotic menn!!he bias derhs..hate him..buddan i really dun wan ter be a full of hatred person..burt i hab my limit..i scared one day i cant bear it..i need sum one ter help me...& owaes wen my sister do wrongly he ll owaes blame me fer nth..even if i dunno anytingg..ish lyk noh matter wad i do he wun b satisfy lorhs..& owaes wen he beat my mei wif a cane wen my mei dunno how ter solve a math qns.he became berri angry..dan i ll owaes be his *chu qi tong*..ish berri unfair lorhs..
my mei & my cumming xams falls on da same day & sho i m being called tym by tym out ter be caned..wen my mei made him angry by dunno how ter do da math qns..i m owaes da one whu he called..i hab been tolerating since young!!i m feelin berri irritated day by day...i m tired lerhs..really!!!
i ll remain a cheerful gal as everyone seen...i ll nort ever cry out in front of anyone..i ll hide my sorrow side & show my happy-go-lucky side..cus i dun wan anyone ter ke lian me..cus if eu comfort me..i ll really burst out & cry!!!!i jus hope dat my uncle would neglect me rather dan torturin me..i really hab enuff lorhs..& my parents gort lend money fr my uncle b4 sho dey didnt wan ter make da situation big sho dey jus nebba pursue dis matter...buddan i nod dat my parents lub me more dan my siblin....& dat ish enuff..sum tym i even try ter gib up my studies cus of my uncle..cus wenever i pass my xams wif flyin colours he ll owaes claimed dat ish he teach me dan i can pass derhs...he bullshit lorhs ish i study on my own derhs lorhs..dan wen i really fail my papers,he ll beat me & sae i nebber take down notes & nort payin attention in class....he nort even teach me anytingg he hab noh ritez ter beat me lorhs..
buddan now i nod ish nort worth it ter use my future ter b angry wif him....i mus tingg of my parents!!!!i mus pass al my sub fer my end-of-yr...