haish..
Thursday, December 07, 2006 | 10:57 PM | 0 comments
ytd is a sad day for me..i felt no secure in my family after my uncle moves to our hse..i really dunno what to do already.i really feel like leaving hse at that moment.i just cant control myself.. all i can do is just bury myself in books so i won't feel so lonely..and during night..cry all my lungs out..is like.this is my hse..my uncle pay no respect to us..ytd beat me in front of meiqi they all..ok..well i am not shy or sth...is just like he already have no place to stay already as he was being kick out from my other uncles..our family can say is his saviour but.... i don't think he really think it this way...he still treat us as his servants..call us go here we must go here....argh...UNREASONABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i really cant stand it...i will sure burst out one day...and of cus i will not put my anger on any of my friends...
i will still stay as +ve as i can!!!i really really really feel so stressed up...
SO if this few days see me studying..don't be surprised...
cus i have no more ideas how am i going to keep myself feel more warm...
i want my old family back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i will try to control myself...............