hey..finally blog again..today went for service again..BUT very tired! dosed off during half of the breaching..BUT luckily thanks to the song(ain't no giant..)wahaha..
before ending year 2006 ...i want to share with you all what changes me after i have received jesus christ in me:
i have learnt to be more devoted to god each day passed as i could feel his presence whenever i am in need of him..no fail!
he have been faithful to everyone that trust and believe in him.he never forsake us when we meet any difficulty...unless U DIDN'T PRAY!!!!!cus praying is like air around us..is very important if you pray cus it is the communication between you and god..i am happy that eunice,baoyi,clemens and johnner receive christ BUT i think they doesn't have the right attitude towards god...
i mean..
they don't really understand what are they doing by receiving christ?cus they just go unknowingly...ytd just before the day for service i called clemens and asked him to go for service again..BUT unexpectedly he said,"don't want lahs ,i don't want to go,i got something on later on"but..his tone is like have the determination of not going!really very sad....=(
then i msg another friend which i asked him to go on christmas service but he said he not free so i asked him for next week which is 31/12...but he said he going with another friend but still is our church too..BUT i felt really jealous i reach out to him for so many days(christmas till 30/12) already but his friend only asked him on the day before service...then he told me he going with his friend....hais...quite sad too!
i really felt tired reaching out to friends out there BUT i can't give up cus i have to be the messenger of jesus,my heavenly father..hahas..
i will use all my spiritual energy to overcome my fear in reaching out to my ex and those who love me...
cus i want our heavenly father to bless them too!!!=)
although those rejection from my friends are really very hurtful but still..they are still the ones i want to shower my love to...
i will still continue reaching out to you all, my dearests.......=)
ok..let's welcome year 2007 together!happy new year everyone!=)
rmb: year 2007 will be a better year man!