blog is dead!*sadist*
Wednesday, July 18, 2007 | 8:03 AM | 0 comments
wah..i think my blog was dead.sian..but i will still continue to update de if i'm free.
cus my comp was too lagged and i really hope to change a comp asap..
and have a broadband.
and..i have already applied for it..but don't know whether could it be successful...
but as long as i tried, i had no regrets!
hahs..
i was hoping to give someone a letter long ago BUT i don't think i can do so..hais..
as in it would be even more hurtful then.
somemore, i really think i'm too weak already!=/
i can't even control a new friend.
whatfor control someone that i always wanted to..
it was even more impossible..
And getting me know the reason behind why germaine suddenly left..
i really felt so happy but sad to know all that.
happy = i finally got the real reason why she left and she did not avoid me!!!
aND..she said she still loves god!!!and chc!
sad = she had a -ve attitude towards someone which made me so hard to help her overcome!!!
but at least i got to chat with her still,i am really v happy!
as for the tw..
i saw his msn nick "Are there still best friend around?"
made me talk to him again..
no matter what, he was still lost and since i had already reach out to him.
there is no way i could let go such a soul like that.
i will con't to contact and tried my best to change his mindset..
nothing is impossible thru daddy JESUS CHRIST!!!
and this sat, my friend treated us(meiqi and me) to sentosa..
wah..shiok!!!
longed to go there..
wanted to go there for sun-tan..
and of course relax myself..
and after that, we had an np camp!!!
"outdoor for one whole day(1)!"yeah!!!
ahas..
oh yea..i had just find myself a way to cure my tiredness at home!
that was to do some exercises on bed while i am studying..
so one stone kills two birds..
#01 i can study thru that.
#02 i can lose weight thru that.
wahahhaha...
TO:my only beloved king daddy,
daddy, noone could ever stop me from loving u.From the day i know u,i had been attracted to ur beautiness.
u are such a wonderful father whom teaches me really a lot of things.
when i met with difficulties or probs,u will always be my solutions to all that!
always forgives of all my sins and shame..
thru u,i learnt to treat this world with +ve mindset.
without u,i would be nothing,
cus i found that i am no longer myself, but holy spirit is in me!
and i can't afford to lose u!!!
daddy,i love u!=)
From:ur princess daughter
and i had finished all i wanted to say today..
god bless u!
nice day ahead..
got to go!!!=)