LETHARGIC?I'M DOWN OK!
Wednesday, April 23, 2008 | 4:36 PM | 0 comments
just felt so lethargic to do anything at all!i'm really tired!all i feel like doing is cries.
i wanna go for bs BUT also dun feel like going.
i know i'm contradicting.
i'm sorry!
Again & again,i just felt like no-one except God ever care about me.
at least God are willing to talk to me in my secret place & hear me complain & complain.
whenever i talked to someone,i can see that the person just dun feel like listening.
why shall i bother to say anything?
it hurts u know..again & again,i tolerate.
when i stopped talking,u dun even know!
sometimes,talking to non-believers are somewhat better.
noone ever want to talk to me..WHATEVER LAH!
i'm sorry.but i just feel this way.At least they listened to me,they are patience enough to listen to what my piece is.
i really tried my best to share w believers,why is it so much difficult?
Everytime had to put on a strong front,it is difficult u know?
i know reaching out to frens is impt BUT u know while reaching out i loses a lot of my non-believer's frens.
cus whenever i msg them,they knew i would ask them for either svc or cg & worst some avoided me and alot of my old frens didn't even want to meet me cus i'm a christian!so what i'm a christian?
i'll be ok tml,i'm sorry for such a negative post.At least i felt somehow better aft complaining.Thank u, bloggie!