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Sunday, May 04, 2008 | 7:12 PM | 0 comments
i know perhaps or somehow i may have hurt my family members.i'm just so sorry!i'm not trying to be rebellious but i'm trying to fight for my happiness.if there are any consequences,i will bear it myself cus i know that there won't be regrets.
now that,my uncle knew that i went to church,he had set a rule that i cannot go out anymore for sat and sun..what have i done to deserve that i can't enjoy my sat and sun happily anymore?
i was merely trying to fellowship w my God and my frens!and live a good life.
why is it wrong to fight for our own happiness?i just find peace in church and the joy that i have nv had and the real me.!
now everything was ruined cus of all the rejections i have.
BUT..God is always wanting me to forgive as u all dunno what u all are doing.
yea,u all are seeing things in the visible realm but i am seeing the things in the invisible realm.
in the previous post,i'm not scolding u all but i just see that the devil is doing sth to stop my family members to get saved.of cus i hope that everyone could get saved!
i sneaked out to church this morning,and Praise the Lord!today's msg is so strong that i just wan to kneel down before God and hug Him.Thank u Pst Tan.
Pst Tan had shared the story of the South Korea church Pastor(Dr yonggi cho) today that had indeed motivated me!
The story goes...
That time was a severe food poisoning gg on in South korea which had killed 30 over ppl and Dr Cho's son was one of them who got sick.His son was only about 5 yrs old or less.He was so young yet he was gg to die.
when Dr Cho was still preaching in a church,his wife called him and told him the condition of his son was bad and was gg to die.Dr Cho didn't believe that his son have to go as he "sees" his son getting better if he pray!
Therefore,he con't in his praying.He prayed and prayed up to mid-night and then rushed over to the hospital.In the hospital,Dr Cho didn't give up in praying,he prayed and prayed.Suddenly,he felt a power,he went to his son and hold his son on his shoulder and said "in Jesus's name,be revived!".He kept pulling and pulling and his son finally revived and stood up.He shared with Dr Cho his enconter w God,
"daddy, when i was in heaven, i saw alot of people who had died and rose up tgt with me and they were from our church! and alot of them pointed to me and say " he is our pastor son!". Jesus came to me and hold my hand.He told me that,"ur father just couldn't let u go and ur time had not come so u doesn't belong to here right now" and He send me back to earth!" It is so wonderful!=]
& really thanks u guys for the encouragements!u all had greatly let me know "that's what frens are for"
Thank u so much!=]